Why oh why is it so hard to make it on one income these days? I have officially completed my first week of work today and I am exhausted. It has been one emotional roller coaster after another.
First is anger. Anger that I need to work. Anger that I didn't appreciate being home with my kids enough.
Then I cry because it all feels so different and I have never dealt well with change. Josh has been wonderful all week. He is even searching the internet for homemade cornbread and using my Fix It & Forget It cookbook. He is making better meals than me. He is finding time to exercise and take Nick to a friends house, and take the boys to get haircuts etc. Instead of making me happy it is devastating me. I am so worried that he is a better stay at home mom than I was. How awful is that?
I know I tend to be a little over dramatic so hopefully this will pass when we all get into a routine but I think until then I will be happy in my own little world of misery.